FP, what you are doing at this stage is dreaming (gambling). It...

FP, what you are doing at this stage is dreaming (gambling). It all boils down to probability and the higher you go along the pathway toward the end rewards you envisage the lower the probability of that stage actually occurring becomes. That is the universal law. Of course there is always the positive extremity of the bell curve under which we exist becoming reality for any particular individual(s), but we can't all be Federer's. That said, Good Luck anyway.